Well, today was the day of my much anticipated and dreaded visit to the doctor regarding my recurring 'issues' with stress and deperession.
I am unaware of what these sessions entail and didn't relish the prospect of discussing personal things. On top of this, there were some bad things I'm not sure I particularly want to delve into right now.
So, coward that I am, I used a trip to a friend's house to avoid this and cancelled the appointment, as I was nervous about it.
Yes, it might be further denial. And yes, I certainly don't feel good or brave about it.
But then again, it is a bit of a relief that I'm not there now.
I will go to the next one! I just need a good kick up the arse and a courage transplant.
2 comments:
Ok...consider your a** well and truly kicked...in the nicest possible way of course! I don't wanna hear you didn't make the next one, I know it's a bit scary but I promise, it's worth it in the end. Really, you will be glad you plucked up the courage to go :o) xxx
gemmak: Thanks for the kick...and I hope youre right! xxx
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